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MindBrain, Brilliant, Destroyer, Doubtful
Keep Me Back
Damage, Prison, Masochist
Heart, Earthly Goodness, Downfall
ReminiscingHow strange it is to reflect on childhood
Commonplace things then are now seen as endearing and sweet and sacred
The ghosts now have faces
And it is sad and sweet to look back
AsymptotesNot falling together
You and I
In this cunning refrain-
Hot off the heels of extravagance, ignorance and innocence
Which I strive for with impossible longing
And giddy nostalgia, soon, and I can feel it
I am propelled into darkened depravity
The end of these pastel emotions draws ever near
I am plummeting into the deep red darkness I strangely much prefer
It is the more tragic of the two
It seems purposely unclear-
Clouding the mind
This song at the very least is heavy for me
I can see your face on the screen
With the trickling sad piano notes
Everything is going downhill
But is a delightful downfall
It is sad that a person can so long for th
Columbia Essay Draft 2Many people attest to having a childhood hero they looked up to and aspired to become like; I never claimed to have one. When assigned hero projects in school, since I had no definite person, I felt the obligation to make presentations on members of my family. Though those individuals were admirable, until recently I never knew anyone who I could call my hero.
In ninth grade I came to Saint Paul Conservatory for Performing Artists (SPCPA) after eight miserable years at a Catholic school. All my life I have known that I need to be an artist; nothing has ever made me consider giving up creating in one form or another. Due to this drive, I fell
Though Your Dreams Be Tossed And BlownThere's something romanticized about agony in Art
And I am too dumb to disagree
I fall victim to the beauty in tragedy ideal
It is something I erroneously hope for
I already have a damn good start
I don't know if my life seems easier because it is, or because I don't pontificate my sorrows.
Not personally, at least.
In abstract happenstances I divulge my soul to a point past insanity.
But I don't seem bereft enough to make good art.
Silly, isn't it.
Abusive relationships don't seem like bad from the outside.
I think that's what it's like.
Those who long for pity and sympathy sell their souls.
Those who suffer oft grin and bare it.
If they d
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